There’s no 360 in 360. Determined to keep focused but it’s proving difficult.
Mark was the one person I was able to rely on. These 360 days have certainly proven that with so many empty promises. Maybe it’s just me being stubborn or afraid of rejection, but I find myself doing things myself that I know I shouldn’t, that I know Mark wouldn’t have let me do on my own, that I know Mark took over so I wouldn’t end up in pain.
I made it 2.5 hours into work before crying today. I’m only staying for the morning, so thankfully that’s almost through.
Nothing to say except that I’m missing Mark so very dearly, and it hurts.