The household painting has finally been completed. We picked out our remaining colours at least a year ago and it was going to be a summer task to finish it up. …..Bittersweet moment….. Just a few more small things to finish up – like the mismatched switches/sockets throughout the house that drove Mark nuts. I don’t know what I’ll do once even those small tasks are completed…. And that’s maybe only a week away. On one hand, it’s fantastic to get the jobs done and has given me something to focus on, but on the other, each of these things were for us to do together, enjoy together, and to be proud of together. It feels odd sitting here in a completed house by myself.
I miss his voice, his arms, and his warmth.